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Y Sunday, October 01, 2006.

i'm feelin damn moodless now.
was lyin on bed.
thought of lotsa tings.
couldn't get tuh slp...
sumtyms i jus dunch feel belong animore.
feel as if i'm juz lyk nth in ppl's eye.
jus lyk a dustbin dey vent their anger on,
a trashbagg for dem tuh pour their troubles in,
once it's over and dump it away.
i dunch even noe if my existence matters.
it's as if without mii, dey are much better off.
am i a nuisance tuh dem?
am i vr irritatin?
am i transparent?
and yea... i'm bein left out in EVERITIN.
wad's happenin?!?!
dunch ask mii whye.
i'm jus as clueless.
i'm not an object.
i do haf my feelins too.
and i DONT feel gud treated lyk tis.
jus feel so lost all of a sudden.
lyk a wooden plank floatin mindlessli on a big blue sea,
far far far away frm the shore and all.
sumtyms it's jus so hard tuh find a listenin ear.
i nid advices too.
i cant owaex bi the one for others.
hu's dere for mii???
在我就许要陪伴的时候, 却没人会在我身旁.
it jus makes mii feel more lost n alone.
sumtyms i realli wonder how much do i mean tuh u ppl.

我真的爱得好累...
sumtyms i realli wish tat i cud give eu up.
wenever i used tuh walk the places we used tuh go 2gether,
sumtyms it hurts tuh realise tat everitin had bicum a PAST.
i tried tuh accept the reality,
tell myself tuh let go.
bud sumhow, deep down, i jus cant.
i swear i've nvr regretted lovin eu.
不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经永有.

euu could make mii smile.
euu could make mii cry.
euu r wad makes mii strong.
失去了是否就无法从来?

-说了再见是否就能不再想念?
说了报欠是否就能盖过一切?
眼泪代替你亲吻我的脸.
我的时间忽然一片白雪.

crushed.cried.cutted.




i love you since the day we met.
12:51 AM